Peg’s Journal

(with Nathan and Eleanor at William’s birthday BBQ)

Eleanor told me that Nathan passed away from cardiac arrest this morning. I was in complete shock (still am)….he was 6 months shy of his 39th birthday.
I just saw him a couple of weeks ago, when we celebrated William’s 9th birthday, at the park.:cry:

Aric’s cousin, Eleanor and Nathan (her husband), are down-to-earth people who are generous, thoughtful, kind and patient. They made me feel like part of the family from the moment I met them (which was before Aric and I got married), and I’ve grown close to them through the years…particularly with Eleanor, as we meet every Wednesday for lunch. She has become my trusted friend, confidant, and spiritual role model.

I cried for Eleanor and William’s pain and loss. I cried because Nathan was so young. I cried because William is so young. I cried because it’s so unfair. I cried because I was reminded at how fragile life is, and how often I take things for granted. I cried thinking that it could happen to anyone of us at any moment, and the thought of my own kiddies without a mother or father. I cried for reasons I can’t even put into words. I just cried and cried.

I don’t think I handle death well….and it seems to get worse the older I get.

Tonight, we went to visit Eleanor and William. The mere sight of them nearly made me burst into a total sobbing fit. I’m so glad I didn’t. They are so strong. Eleanor spoke matter-of-factly about what happened, the 911 call, and the aftermath. William silently nodded along.

I’m so sad. Nathan was a great husband, father, and friend. He will be sorely missed.